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shifted.

2008-06-12T22:59:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.

i have moved.

BYE BYE.

Hello everyone. haha.

2008-02-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

Ok...I haven't been blogging for some time already. And I think I might know the reasons why.

1) The stupid template is just too boring to look at.
2) I am busy working.
3) There's nothing much to blog about.
4) Sometimes I have to repeat what I blog in my diary. wth.
5) Sometimes I don't really blog what I want to say. so whats the use of blogging right?

wow...cny will be in a few hours time. and by then, I will be at work.
hahha.

you know...actually I am not sure if I am enjoying my work or not.
Sometimes I do have a lot of fun with my friends at work.
But then, I don't always get very happy passengers.
it is quite tough la.

they give me the 'go away' look...when I actually have the good intention of making sure that they are at the right place. oh wells. nvm.

and life has been work and more work.
I work everyday cept for saturdays.
therefore...the conclusion is NO LIFE.

ok choi la. new year supposed to say good things right.
WOHOO. alright. stay happy everyone (ok so random)

Gastric Flu

2008-01-11T12:34:00.001+08:00

I started working already. I worked on 9th Jan. THE opening.
But I didn't expect to fall sick on my first day of work too.
I was called back last min to work.
And I skipped lunch.
By the 3rd hour, I wanted to vomit. Ha.
Then by the last hour, I wanted to faint.
Thank goodness I had friends who were there who made sure I was fine. (:
Thank you!
So sad, I didn't get to send the NZ girls off. ):

When I got back home, I vomited and felt very sick.
The next morning, I had diarrhoea.
Then I dragged myself to see the doctor.
Gastric Flu.

Thanks man. I want to return to work soon! They called me back for many shifts but I can't return to work because I still feel nausea. ):

I WANT TO WORK! sian la.

lagging behind.

2007-12-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

1001th Post.

I just realised that I have not blogged on my trip to the Science Centre, Singapore with JEAN! Aiyo. I am really lagging behind. Haha.

So far...

-Cousin's Wedding (:
-Taiwan Trip (AWESOME, WO <3 TAIWAN!!!)
-Birthday with friends *Thank you darlings!
-Guide Banner-making
-Job Interview 1
-Job Interview 2

I am lazy to blog la...I want to SLACK MORE! hahaha.

International Camp 2007

2007-12-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

Singapore International Camp was TOTALLY AWESOME (: We had guides from Sri Lanka, Cambodia, Malaysia, Taiwan, Maldives and Scotland!!!

I enjoyed myself and managed to survive the 6 days 5 nights camp, thanks to the people around me (:

It was really great meeting them - Xin Hui, Jie Min, Jia En, Tong Tong, Jasmine, Kai Li, Christina, Hilda, Dhava, Andreas and Hawa! I miss you guys! I was getting so used to the camping life...but we had to part ):

Anyway, during the camp we had to do lots of S.K. haha. We did them anyway. I guess the company I had with the YAs just drove away the unhappiness of doing S.K or feeling tired. We are the S.K WARRIORS!

Advanced party day was madness. We had to put up banners all over the campsite but the bees were disturbing us. Whenever we hang the banner over the vertical columns, the bees will fly out. Uncle Salim said that we are disturbing the bees' home by hanging the banner across..so we couldn't hang them there. Oh wells. We also set up the first aid room and the toilets. Haha. It was quite tiring walking around even though Camp Christine is not exactly very big. The Scottish guides arrived early and we had some time to mingle with them over dinner. They are all younger than me! The youngest is 14, and oldest is 17 only!

*hahaha i look super aunty in this picture.

First day started like BOOM. The registration counter was crazy. There were so many people coming in and we had to act fast. We were also making sure that the guides were well-dressed. Some had their blouse tucked out. EHEM. In the afternoon, we went to carry tyres and spars from the scout camp. PLUS KAYAKS. Omg. It was super heavy la. Dhava and I were carried a total of 3 kayaks and our arms were aching after that! Haha. Jasmine, Xin Hui, Hilda, Jie Min and Jia En also carried! We were pespiring all over when we finished! We had the opening ceremony in the evening and it was really cool watching the internationals doing their dance! At night during the programme meeting, the YAs had to sort out indemnity forms. It was crazy! Haha, but we managed to complete them rather fast...
At night, I slept next to Xin Hui aka squirrel on the upper bunk. My bed did not have the side handle. HAHA. It was quite freaky!

On the second day, I stayed in the craft room with Jia En the whole day, helping Mdm Wong. It was quite fun teaching toe-weaving. Jia En and I were very busy. I am sure many campers know how to do toe-weaving by now. And I am sure they are EXPERTS! The rest of the YAs did other activities like inline skating, batik painting, horse riding.. (: Eh shucks, I can't remember what else happened on the second day. Er oh! Oh I suddenly remembered that Dhava lost her camp goodie bag! And we have a SUSPECT! hahaha Xin Hui and I talked till quite late and I managed to get to know more about her. (And she scared me with her vampire teeth!)

I love morning exercises! They are always so random. Ms Hasna taught us the 'Superwoman' exercise! 'If grandmother can do it, SO CAN YOU!' (:

Third day was not so bad, because I could change my activity. I did pioneering and archery with valerie. It was quite an experience la. I tried archery and it isn't that difficult. Just that I have no sense of direction. Haha actually every night we will have some interesting stuff to talk abt. Poor Dhava didn't know that she was sharing her towel with a S.L Guider. I guess the guider didn't know either. Haha. But the best part was that Jie Min and I saw the Guider walking out of the toilet with Dhava's towel wrapped around her. HOHOHO. That night we had a sharing session in the dorm. A guider, tong tong, jie min, christina and the rest who were around talked abt the VIBRATOR. It is quite creepy but we managed to sleep that night without any disturbances. And again, something appeared on Dhava's bed. Someone left a green underwear, swimsuit and white shirt on her bed. Haha. Christina, hawa and gang went night cycling! Ah...I wanted to go ):

On the Fourth Day, a group of us followed the guides to pulau ubin to cycle! (: --Tong Tong, Jie Min, Xin Hui, Jia En, Hilda and I. It was quite fun but the mosquitoes there are scary! They can really bite! Some of us ate the poisoned apple that we brought there and had diarrhoea the next morning. hahah.

Modern Snow-Whites

After the cycle, we went back to the campsite for carnival. We were chionging fuzzy wuzzies as there was high demand! Later that night, we had campfire. It wasn't a proper campfire where everyone gathered round the fire but the YAs were super high, thanks to HAWA! We sang every song like as if it was the last song. It was super good! Haa and I can remember that during the campfire, Jasmine and I were scaring each other because we kept counting an extra person!

After campfire, we had a dancing session and oh my! I love the scottish dance so much! I partnered hawa and we went round and round..till I wanted to puke.
We did many other dance like the Cambodian, Sri Lankan and Maldives dance. That night was very long...I managed to survive with that few hours of sleep. But I thought it was worth it being there just to accompany. I hope you are feeling better (:

Last day happened really quickly! We hurried through everything and managed to finish everything before 11am! Wow. I was extremely tired and exhausted when I got back to HQ. With all the diarrhoea and transporting of camp equipments! Finally it is over! But I miss the people the most! Awww. ):

Oh yeah camp food was H _ _ _ _ _ _ E! I bet we can cook better! (: And it was a waste of styrofoam boxes and plastic water bottles! Oops!

I told Xin Hui and Jie Min to not blog such a detailed entry cos' i will fall asleep reading them...but looking at what I did. -_-" Paiseh!

PS: I may wear an 'I Love Singapore' shirt and carry a waist pouch and have a permanent hunch BUT I am NO Aunty k! I am only 18 going 19! Not 81!

The next night/ post camp, we had a camp dinner. It was really great meeting up with all the YAs again! And obviously, we had fun talking abt our matchmaking session in taiwan next year! haha. I am gonna MISS YOU ALL!

I need to lose WEIGHT!

2007-11-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

Cool, this is my 999th entry.
Just one more entry to go and I will hit 1000!
Wohoo. (:

I found out yesterday that my camp has extended to 6 Days, 5 Nights.
Oh Congratulations. This is going to be the longest camp for me. I wonder if I can still be energetic by the 4th day. There's going to be so many activities. Like fencing, water skiing, ice skating, horse riding, night cycling, pulau ubin cycling, orienteering, craft, inline skating...I am not sure which one I am helping yet.
(I went for my first meeting yesterday!) And guess what, I am going to wear size XL shirt. Haah, I thought I was gaining weight very fast...so why not right? HAHA.
haha.
27th Nov, here I come...

My cousin's wedding is just 18 days away. I met my cousin and the other jie meis' yesterday for lunch. Wow, this is my first time being a 'jie mei' and there's so much to learn. They discussed about the ways to prevent my cousin-in-law and his brothers from entering..haha not bad la. quite interesting. hehehe
I went to try on my prom dress just now...and I had so much difficulty just putting it on and taking it off. Oh boy. Haha. Alevels can really make one gain A LOT of weight...all that sitting down and all. Who stands up and study? haha.
I need to start running again...

Shit la. I am BORED~!

2007-11-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

Exams are over.
And it is NOT EVEN ONE WEEK of my holidays yet and I feel so bored.
I cannot stand it.

There's nothing to do at all except slack and more slack.
This is shit la.

Hopefully it will be much better next week when everything starts flowing in...

International Camp, Family Chalet, Cousin's Wedding, Taiwan, Christmas...

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

stop forcing me what I dont want to do.

I am free again. (:

2007-11-16T00:04:00.001+08:00

YAY YAY YAY!

Nothing can be better than the end of my Alevels.
Thank you so much to those who were constantly by my side - supporting me throughout the whole period! I really appreciate it! I think without your smses, I would have like gone berserk with the load.

Phew it is finally over! I can't say that I am very satisfied with my performance. In fact, I don't think it will turn out well. But oh wells, everything is over already and I can't do much to change anything...

I feel so empty now.

Rejected

2007-05-26T13:37:00.001+08:00

Yes, i have FINALLY received all 3 letters.
Haix, all i can say is that competition is very tough these days...

BYE BYE.
`this blog will be back in November because there is nothing much to blog now except -- i am studying and will be studying for the next 20 weeks.

2007-05-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

Look! (: haha i took a picture of jean studying at the national library. haha. see how hardworking she is? yeah (: of course since we only have 23.5 weeks left. haha. mug mug mug my dear friend (: JIA YOU! and thanks for accompanying me to bugis today to buy presents for my mum and dad. hahaha. and sorry to make u stressed up too. HAHAHA. we were supposed to study...but we only managed to stuff things into our head for 30 mins. haha. OOPS..

after i left bugis, i went to marine parade library to study cos i didnt want to go home. then i saw BENJI there. haha. wa...skinny boy now ah... and tanned too! hahaha.

YAY tmr i am going to the ZOO to celebrate mothers' day. hahaa. (: wheee.

Letter from SMU

2007-05-12T12:10:00.000+08:00

Haha, i received a letter from SMU today. But nothing much la, they just thanked me for applying for SMU and they informed me that my application was dismissed because there were too many pple applying for SMU and i did not do as well as they did.

Alright, but i think SMU did a very good job by sending out a letter to those who did not get into that uni. At least they INFORM u. Haha. And at the end of the letter, they also wrote that there are other avenues that i can try. Haha, dots. Maybe they do deserve a thumbs up for taking the effort to at least send a letter to those who are still waiting. HOHO.

Thank you SMU. (:

Okay, going to bugis to buy Mothers' Day gift with jean now.

994 entries alr (: WOHOO.

24 weeks left?!?!

2007-05-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

Studied at the National Library with Jean and Clare today. It was rather productive. (: But the worrying thing is that there is only 24 weeks left to the exams! Isn't it scary? 24 weeks left to prepare! OMG!

We then went for lunch with doro at ZAMZAM! The food there is really GOOD! CHEAP, DELICIOUS and ALOT. HAHAHA.

And oh no, i haven't got a Mothers' day Gift for mummy yet. ): I can't seem to find something that she will truly like. Who wants to go shopping with me for mummy? (msg me to tell me k? I am free on sat afternoon! anywhere also can!)HAH. ):

lalalalalala wo de bao bei...

I LOVE THIS SONG!

2007-05-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

i have been looking for this singer's album for a very long time but i can't find it in any music store ): BUT YAY...found it on youtube. haha. i am such a cheeenapok..hahaa. all chinese songs here. LOL. but don't forget to scroll down and look at my latest long entry (8th May, Tuesday) k? THANKS (: YAY. I want to play my guitar like HER! ZHANG XUAN rocks! (:

FOR EVERYONE (: They are all nice songs! haha

8 more entries and it will be 1000 entries (: HAHA

cute song. HAHA

2007-05-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

haha. the song is so cute. but the dancing like kinda weird. haha.

2007-05-09T00:28:00.001+08:00

AHH TOTALLY OBSESSED!

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS

2007-05-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Technology has advanced at such a fast pace, but i feel that it is still so limited in what it can do. What i experienced today, totally says it all. I was on my desktop and i clicked on many different things at one go...and my computer jammed. HAHAH. maybe it is not how advanced my computer is...but my fault for making it lag so much. HAHHAA

Oh wells. I went to run at ECP yesterday and i saw the most beautiful BLUE in the sky. I have never seen such a nice colour before and i was totally captivated by it. I love the sky. (:
I totally felt much better after looking at it. Before my run, i met my neighbour and he asked which uni i am in now...and yeah i told him some crap. hhaha. i said, "i haven't got a letter yet..." which already hinted to him that (hello, i am no where). But he didnt get it...oh wells. It just shows something la...that i haven't gotten over the fact that i didn't do well. AHHH. ARGH. AHHH. ok nvm. i need more time.

There are so many things that i want to do right now...like:
1)PLAY MY GUITAR - which i can't. HAHA. Cheryl told me that it was on discount, so i went to buy it. and SHIT. now it is collecting dust in my room.
2) JOIN YA ACTIVITIES - i miss doing community work. haix. ): , i also need to upgrade my skills. bleh. i want to go for YA CAMP!
3) KC GUIDES - if i step down, means no more guide meetings for me. ): oh man. i will miss them. and sorry to the recruits...that i can't see you guys through ur enrolment.
4) MEET UP WITH MY FRIEND - hey guys, i miss u ALL! when are we meeting up again? hahaa...i am free on mon, tue, thurs and sunday (:
5) MANY MANY MORE...hahaha.

Can you guys SMS 'SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS' in less than 15seconds? I read from the papers that this 13 year old girl did it in 15seconds. SO AMAZING RIGHT? haha. i have been reading the papers daily. Wow, i bet i would pass CJC's Current Affairs test with flying colours. HAHAHA (:

(:

2007-05-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

YES, a few words will do.

haha. (:

2007-05-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

I think i am gaining weight like really fast! I keep eating and eating when i am at home. Sometimes i wonder if my double deck can hold my weight. Haha. I sleep on the one above. And my sis sleeps at the lower deck. I don't wish to wake up to see my bed being collasped on my sis. OMG. That is a terrible thought to think.
I better start running. East Coast Park...here i come! (:

Shucks, there are so many Young Adult community service projects that i want to join! But i have GP Tuition every saturday! ): Oh man.

2007-04-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the MAY DAY holiday! (:
Yippe. I am like having holiday almost everyday but i don't know why i just feel so happy that it is a public holiday tomorrow. HAHAHA

So there it goes...

Zip-a-dee-doo-dah, zip-a-dee-ay!
My, oh, my, what a wonderful day!
Plenty of sunshine headin' my way
Zip-a-dee-doo-dah, Zip-a-dee-ay! (:

Studied at the National Library with Jean and Clare today.
It was alright (: Haha, the best part was that Jean and i decided to take a break and walk over to Popular (which is next to the library!!!). Going to Popular doesn't sound fun. But IT IS FUN AFTER A DAY STUDYING IN THE LIBRARY! We have been sitting there since 9am till like 3pm! Haha. We even had our lunch in there! Hoho.

2007-04-29T10:24:00.001+08:00

2007-04-29T10:03:00.000+08:00

Take a look at this. HAHAHA.

Really reminds me of those days back in Cj, when we played like siao!

Hahaaa..MR T!

I have changed my layout again!
I just can't stand those pictures disappearing to no where!
So...i just took a template from blogger. Haha..too lazy to look for a nice skin.
Just simple and plain la.
I feel like switching to lj.
Oh wells, nvm la.

Blogging just for the sake of doing it.

2007-04-25T09:28:00.000+08:00

Today, i will cover the following topics. I have numbered the topics so that those of you who only prefer reading a particular one, can just scroll down immediately and not read all my crap. HOHO.

1) Change of blogskin
2) It is North Pole @ the National Library
3) Plastic Bags!
4) The Weather is changing... - and i am falling sick.
5) Chairs at MRTs - probably designed without using brains.
6) Airport
7) Just for Laughs

1) Change of Blogskin

Yes yes, i do intend to change my blogskin. I am starting to dislike the colour of it. Because i don't even like HOT PINK in the first place! The colour just gives me a very 'WOAH' feeling. Haha. Dots. And everytime i go to my blog to read the tags, i will just be amazed that i am 19 years old this year. Omg, i can't be that childish right. The apple just says it all.

So...yeah i have been busy searching skins on www.blogskins.com. (The paradise of skins)

2) It is North Pole @ the National Library

I went to the National Library yesterday to study with Jean and Clare. It was really freezing inside. I bet they set the temperature to freaking low. I don't understand why they do that. Do they want us to freeze to death? And besides, the weather has been pretty cool, why can't they adjust the temperature higher? I felt like a frozen food in the refrigerator. Thankgoodness i brought my yellow jacket...but still it is not enough to keep me warm. Maybe i need Anna's purple jacket!

3) Plastic Bags!

I read from somewhere that the average number of plastic bags used by one person is 625 a YEAR! Omgoodness. Do we really use so many till we don't even take note of it? It is so shocking. And these plastics are non-biodegradable. Wow, maybe i should start counting the number of plastic bags i use...

Maybe we use them so often that we don't even notice.
I use them to...
`Put my wet umbrella
`Contain the things i bought from a supermarket. (If i am really buying ALOT)
`Contain the rubbish in my bin
`Throw in dirty clothes during camp...

basically i think people use it most of the time to contain things. oh wells. Lets start reducing the number of plastic bags that we use okay?

4) The Weather is changing... - and i am falling sick.

Do you guys notice something? I thought usually at this time of the year, there won't be much rain. But plenty of sunshine and yes, plenty and plenty of sunshine. I thought i will be dying from mosquito bites by now...but surprisingly, it has been raining for the past few days. Haha, is this part of global warming or what? and...i am falling sick because the weather is like sunny one minute and rainy the next!?!?!? What! Oh wells.

Dear friends, please do take care!

5) Chairs at MRTs - probably designed without using brains.

Okay i took a picture of it. But i am so lazy to upload it from my hp. Haha. But maybe some of you might know if you have sat on it before. It is the chair that looks quite similar to those at the bus stops. I don't know how they designed it, but it is not a chair at all!! How can you possibly sit on it if you keep sliding off? Firstly, the chair is very high. So...it is quite a bad design because people who are not tall cannot even climb on it. Next, it has been tilted so much that your butt just slides down when you try to sit on it. Crazy right? My brother told me that it is a 'butt rest' but why create something like that when people want to sit!!! Why do we need a butt rest for? To rest our butts? Ok, makes no sense right? Ok, maybe i have a big butt, that's why my butt slides off...but after observing some people, i realised that i am not the only one. Their butts are not big (Haha. why did i observe this!?!)..and they didn't slide off at all. Weird Huh. So it just proves a conclusion - these chairs have to be edited or we can never sit peacefully.
Thank you. I hope they will do something. (Hopefully..take them away. The MRT trains are so efficient! I don't understand why we need to sit for 2 or 3 mins)

6) Airport

I went to the airport with Cheryl Ann yesterday. It was a surprise for Queen. Queen should be in Japan holidaying now. Yes, alone. Haha. So brave of her right? I don't think i will dare to go for a holiday alone! Ahh. I am afraid of being lonely. It was quite good meeting up with them yesterday. Haven't seen them for a long time, because i told them i was going to hibernate at home. Haha. :D Ok, i shall go for holiday next year. ): Everything that i want to do, has to wait till next year. Okay okay...

7) Just for Laughs

I heard a new joke. There's a teacher by the name of Wee Wee Chow. Haha, so cute right. Okay, people with funny names. Reminds me of Alyson's blog. Haha. Think twice before you create a name for your child okay? Haha.

Ok...Cheryl and i were on the bus to the airport...then we heard this strange sound. We thought it was coming from the tv mobile. Haha. Tv mobile kept replaying the 'retribution' movie trailer...(i was so freaked out by all the horror sounds). Then i asked Cheryl where the sound was coming from...and then she pointed out to me that the lady, who is sitting a few seats infront of us, is singing opera. Omg. haha. I just kept laughing like siao...all the way. Erm, singing opera on the bus? Never heard of it before. It is my first time experiencing this. Thank you very much for your external benefit. (But to me, i think it was external cost..because it made my headache worse)

Then Cheryl told me another weird experience of hers. She said that she was sitting on a bus one day...and then the person in front of her turned around and 'MEOW'. HAHAHA. So weird right??? Yeah. LOL.

Damn funny la. hahaha.

Okay..I think this should be enough blogging. I better go and study now. BYE!

Alright! Okay!

2007-04-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

Life has been more or less okay (:
Maybe i should not be put my blog on hold.
It is the life to my outside world.
Inside world means home. Haha.

Went to study at the national library with Ms Seah yesterday! It was quite productive and we were really very lucky because we manage to get tables!!! We met dorothy for lunch...and we ate at Macs again. Yes yes, my dear friends are a big fan of Macs. Maybe they should work along side with ronald. Haha. (: (joking)

Then in the evening, we went to sherlyn's house. Yes yes, the house of a princess. Her bed is so princess-sy. So cool. Haha. Haven't met Alyson, Alycia, Rachel and Sherlyn for a long long time! It is so great to see them all (: They all look so pretty now. I mean they were pretty all along. But prettier now...Haha. It was so good talking to them and going back to the days of CJC. Oh wells. Haha.

Ok, i had guides today. It was quite fun la. We had interview for the new leaders. Yay, the newly elected leaders are....

CL: MEIQING (stop bitting please), FILZAH
ACL: VIRINA (my granddaughter, hahah), ANNABEL

After guides, i had to attend the speech and prize giving day with ching because we had to receive a long service award for guides. Haha...it seems like we are so old. haha. Ching was expecting some voucher. Lol...but didnt get any la. Just got a cert and a paper weight with the school flower in it. (: haha.

I really want to climb that Malaysia Mountain in August! It will be so fun. ): Haix...Oh wells. See how la...

OOPS.

2007-04-16T12:49:00.000+08:00

Haha, i am not supposed to be blogging.
I thought i was supposed to put my blog on hold. HAHA.

KC had campfire at GMSS on Saturday. It rained like on and off..and in the end, it really rained at 6pm and we could not have the outdoor campfire. But it was still equally fun having the campfire in the hall. Everyone - especially the KC guides were like super HIGH. They were banging pots and pans..haha everyone was going GAGA. I love 3 little ducks and ginglee nona. (: haha. It was fun la (:

Then on Sunday, i went to my cousins' house to be bullied. Yes, my little cousin, Xavier treats me like the bad guys in power rangers. He acts like the black ranger and will be kick me when he feels like it. Haha. And Vanessa (His older sister), said that i am her best friend. Haha. Awww...so sweet la. Haha. It is just so sweet when little kids say these things. I really hope they mean it. HAHAHA.

I woke up today feeling like a stone. I don't know why. :X

Okay..maybe i should stop blogging soon. HAHA yeah yeah soon.

2007-04-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

oh. u went in on the friday the 13th.

blogging - second time today

2007-04-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yay i just changed my blog layout and i love it! (: it is super duper uber lala cute man :X WHEEEEEEE apple-li-cious (: haha don't you guys dare to eat my apple k! haha i suddenly got fed-up with the previous layout because pple had to scroll to the left and right whenever they want to read my entries. so irritating right? haha and the previous layout was also very depressing. i want something fresh and happy! so i got this. whee whee (: very glad that i chose this. so happy! ahh...tonight cannot sleep ah. hahaa. i am like that when i am excited or scared. hahaa.

but on second thought...i dont know why i changed it. cos i don't intend to blog so much in future. That's because i need to concentrate on the 'you know what'. It is important la. HAHA. Alright. Shall put blog on HIATUS THIS SUNDAY (: if i don't blog by this Sunday, means it is on HIATUS already :X

libreeee hahah `library today (:

2007-04-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

I went with jean to the national library today!
I didn't know that there's a study room there! (5th floor) (: It is simply amazing to have such rooms in a library.
But there are not many tables there, so we didn't manage to get a place to sit down after lunch.
There's different types of vending machines there. (So fun.) Haha. (But i didnt buy anything la.) Went for lunch with jean at macs after studying for some time. We are forever eating from there. Hahaa. And ALWAYS eating the same thing. (fillet o fish.) yes yes. but this time..it is up-sizeeee.

I thought the study room is for studying. But when i was studying there, i saw this lady who is around her 40s.. She sat in a corner and started eating a loaf of bread. I thought she was going to take out her stuff to study after finishing her food. but she didnt! Instead, she took out a pack of chips and started eating. (She was eating it so loudly!!! ) So i see...her main purpose to go there is not to study, but to eat. argh...cant stand these people who occupy the seats...not for the main purpose - to study... ):

Okay since MEIQING asked about science club, i shall talk about it. HAHA yes i was in brownies AND science club when i was in primary school. I also joined badminton for awhile. But i guess, it is not my area. I am more of the...'running around the toadstool' kinda kid. ( YES we always run around the toadstool when we were in brownies. HAHA it is very FUN ) Ok back to the science club. I don't know why i joined it. I think my aunt told me that it is good for my science. Haha...but till today, i still HATE sc. I just don't get it la. Primary school science is okay but from secondary school onwards...i just can't stand studying stuff like.... the xylem and phloem in plants. BLEH. (How Interesting right?) Thank you. When i was in science club, we did a very interesting experiment. My science club teacher ( I can't remember who), asked us to bring chicken bones to school. So we all brought. She added some stuff over it. I think it is vinegar. haha. Okay. And we left the bones in science lab for weeks. SO AFTER A FEW WEEKS, we went back to our experiment and FOUND SO MANY FREAKING DISGUSTING WHITE COLOUR AND SOME TRANSLUCENT WORMS CRAWLING ON THE BONES. OMG. up till today, i can still remember how they look like. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Okay, so that's like one of the few experiments we did la. We also did paper recycling..and made crystals. Yes through the process of crystallisation. HOHOHO. (: I am not a bad chem student after all. Can't believe i took PURE BIO back in secondary school. I was just...one of the lousy students in class. HAHAHA. but bio is not that scary la. Everyone said that we will cut frogs, cut frogs, cut frogs...but i didn't even get to cut any la. BOO. ok. Anyway, CHEERS to the frogs. Hahaa.

Ok. Better Stop here! (: KC CAMPFIRE TOMORROW! (: at GMSS. WOHOO. We are hosting. (:

Let us sing together, let us sing together,
one and all the joyous songs.
Let us sing together, let us sing together,
one and all the joyous songs.
Let us sing again and again, let us sing again and again, let us sing again and again,
one and all the joyous songs.
Let us sing together,
one and all the joyous songs.

Haha this is one of the songs that we will be singing tomorrow. So easy right? it is just the same sentence over and over again. WOHOO.

CAMPFIRE IS BURNING. ok i think i am siao already.

3 stages??? yea maybe..

2007-04-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

I have just learnt that there are 3 stages of depression when you do badly for your A levels.

The first stage is when you get back your horrible A level results. You suffer some slight depression.. because almost everyone else around you did very well. While...you did the other way round...
The next stage is when you see your friends going for the different universities' interview...while you just sit at home and you know it will never be your turn.
Lastly, when your friends get into the universities in August, while you are still no where, you will feel slightly lost.

Oh wells, perhaps this is the "process" that i will have to go through...

Ok. I better not be so negative.
Always look on the bright side of life. ( i miss this song)

Easter just past...a few days ago...and i suddenly thought abt my secondary school days when something very funny happened in class. When i was in Secondary One, we had to paint eggs during Easter for our Art lesson. I can't remember the exact details...but i think our Art teacher left our eggs on the teachers' table after grading them...then MY FORM TEACHER, Mrs __ ___ ___ HAHHA. walked into class and SAT on our eggs. She didn't even know ...neither did she hear them crack. oh goodness. my whole class started laughing like mad...and she was very angry. She started to scold us and asked us what was so funny. haha. Dots. Thank goodness she didnt sit on my egg. Haha. (:

Oh wells.

I went to run today at East Coast Park. (: It rained the whole afternoon and only stopped around 5pm...the sky was rather dark when i left the house. Today is ________'s Birthday. Haha. i thought i saw someone who looks like him...erm i dont know... :X Nvm, ok back, when i was walking towards the underpass after my run, it started to RAIN. haa. but thankgoodness it was short and i managed to get back home..

Ok...studying with jean tomorrow (: Hakunamatata (:

Reply from SP

2007-04-07T09:56:00.000+08:00

Yes Yes. The day after i blogged the previous entry, SP called to say that there's a vacancy for me in the business administration course. Oh what a coincidence. Hm...
But! I rejected it.
Oh wells, maybe it is because i have decided to retake already.

//feel like putting my blog on a hiatus. (:

BYE BYE SP.

2007-04-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st of April already.
The Singapore Poly office lady said that i WILL receive my reply by the END OF MARCH.
YES, MARCH ENDED already.
and i haven't got ANY reply yet.
Okay...so does that mean i am out?
Oh wells.
Thank you very much then. X)

2007-04-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

HAIL HAIL THE GANGS ALL HERE! (:

this is the company that i love.

INTAN THE PICTURE IS BLURRR :X

sorry ah. lol.

bye bye bus 608

2007-03-30T10:55:00.000+08:00

This is the picture of the exit door of bus 608.

31st March 2007, will be the last day of this bus. It will take its exit tomorrow.

I was taking this bus the other day and i decided to snap some pictures as i wanted to keep some memories of it. I realised that there are quite a number of people who use this bus service to travel around. It would be inconvenient for most of us if this bus is gone. From my understanding, they need to stop this bus service as they are suffering a loss. Bus 608 is the last bus from that particular company. It charges a price which is 10 cents less than the usual bus that we take. So maybe that is the reason why they are suffering a loss.

This bus really brings back great and wonderful memories of my secondary school days. I would take this bus to school and back home. Jacquelyn and i would take this bus home almost everyday. you can call it our 'school bus'. I not enjoyed her company on the bus, but the comfortable ride home. It is really a great feeling taking a comfortable bus ride home after a tiring day at school.

It is not only convenient, the bus ride is also much cheaper. (: paying 10 cents less (for each bus ride) for 4 years is quite a lot. haha. Besides that, bus 608's inside is much different from the usual buses that we see. It has comfortable chairs, cool airconditioners, and a funky bell to press when you want to stop. It makes a different sound compared to the monopoly. It is somehow similar to those 966 buses. But 608 is just special in its own way. I used to think that it is a bus for the elderly, because i would see quite a lot of them taking it. But i was wrong, many people of different ages also take this bus. I wonder if i will be the only one who will miss this bus.

Bye bye 608.

The exit of 608 will be tomorrow. If you are free, do go and take it for the one last time! Haha...i dont know why i feel so sad for a bus. Maybe it is because of the pleasant rides i had (:

run run run

2007-03-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

I went to East Coast Park for a run this morning. It was rather boring. I prefer running in the afternoon when there's more people in the park.

Studying has been slow and a torture.
I can't seem to do much! I just keep sleeping and sleeping. Maybe i am just trying to avoid studying. I wanted to go to the library today but it rained...

Oh wells, i still have the NUS essay to complete. Even though i have found out that it is 2000 characters and not 200 words, i still have so much difficulty writing it! AHH.

i am so sleepy

2007-03-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

i think i should just give myself one tight slap.
i just cant seem to concentrate on my books.
i keep sleeping and sleeping.
i dont know why, but i feel so tired.
i went out for breakfast with my family (8am - 11pm),
slept after breakfast (12pm - 3pm),
woke up for lunch (3pm - 3.30pm),
slept on the table after that (4pm - 6.20pm),
woke up for dinner (7pm - now).

I AM A PIG LA. ):

i should be concentrating very hard for the 'most impt exam of my life'.
yeah yeah whatever.
oh goodness.
with more of this kind of attitude, i think history will just repeat itself in one year's time,
2nd march 2008.

):

(: life is not that bad after all

2007-03-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

i have finished all my applications alr. cept for the NUS one.
just cant think of what to write..to at least reach 1000 words!
PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. hmph.

studied today.
haha. but fell asleep after awhile...
my books make me feel drowsy!

read this very motivational book yesterday!
i feel so motivated now!
GO GO GO (:
maybe you guys should borrow that book and read too!
cant remember the title now...shall blog it another time (:

confused.

2007-03-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

I am really very confused right now.
People are telling me that i should retake because there is a higher chance of doing better.
I havent really made up my mind yet if i should retake.
Maybe i really should, since this is my last chance.

I should just apply, wait till i get the poly rejection letter...then start.
OKAY!

i dont like the feeling of being rejected

2007-03-20T11:16:00.000+08:00

i have been rejceted by many schools for the past few weeks.
i wanted to retake my a levels at first.
but was rejected by a particular school.

then i wanted to enter poly.
but i was rejected by the poly.

now i am left with no more schools.
cept with the private uni.
i doubt i will be able to get into any local unis.
it is fact that i have to face.

woah. ):

now i have to start finding a job...because i need money to pay for my school fees.
going to a private school would be quite expensive.

heat rash - i hate it. ):

2007-03-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

i love the outdoors.
i love to go out and stand in the sun.
i love to play and run around.

i love to do all these things.
but having heat rash just prevents me from doing them.
it is just so irritating. i have even seeked help from doctors. But they dont seem to have a cure.

university application is so difficult.

Alevel results - a lesson learnt

2007-03-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

This is my first time blogging since i got back my alevel results.
back on 2nd March 2007.

This A Level results is a lesson to be learnt.
Alright, i didnt do well. In fact, i think i did quite badly.
The week after the results was really painful.
I just couldnt accept the fact.
I thought it was the end of the world.
I thought i didnt have any more options.

But thankgoodness, i have family, relatives, friends and teachers who are so supportive.
Thank you to those who called or sms-ed me.
I am sorry if i didnt reply to some of you then...
but i was not in the mood to do so.

Many people helped me by suggesting options that i can take.
Such as retaking the A Levels, going to a polytechnic or going to a private university.

Local university is an option that has been crossed out already. But i will still apply for them, just to try my luck.

I am still deciding what i want to do.

As usual, i am very fickle with my decisions.

I feel stronger now.

I feel that this is a lesson for me to learnt.

Maybe i played too much in my JC life.

Maybe i didnt put in as much effort as i did in secondary school.

Maybe...

Well, too many maybes'

To those out there who are studying, please study hard.

Studying is not a card to gamble.

Haix.

Life is short, i have to move on. (:

Dont worry okay!

no confidence, thank you

2007-03-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

everyone seems to have more confidence than i do.
i keep hearing people saying, "dont worry, i know you will do well."

do you?
i dont know about it.
because according to myself, i dont think so.
ok sorry for being rude. ):

zero zero zero.

omg. i am like addicted to hua yang shao nian shao nu.
the show is so nice.
the guy in the show is so CUTE.
haha i cant believe it, i am like 19 this year, but i am still gushing over guys from idol dramas.
but the guy is really very cute.
i will be glued to the tv everyday at 7pm. (:
prime time man. hahaha.

just like "the day after tomorrow"

2007-02-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

i really hope it wont be like the movie, "the day after tomorrow".
indeed, my doom day will be the day after tomorrow.
how fast. :o

anyways, today is the last day of ms lim's work in the office.
when she said her final goodbye to me, i just wanted to cry.
i will miss working with her. and talking to her.
she is my talking, lunch, work companion.
maybe i will feel lonely without her now.

i am really feeling very nervous already.
everyone in the office is like reminding me that the results is on friday.
ahh. the butterflies are already in my stomach.
will be taking leave on friday. thankgoodness.
i cant imagine working on friday! i wont be able to focus man!

maybe i will do some little reflection in my own personal diary.

and to those out there who are still studying for your o levels or a levels, practise is really important and daily revision is indeed necessary.
dont be like me. last minute, last minute, last minute.
ah.

my a level results wont be a nice thing to look at.
i cant imagine ms ho's expressions when i receive my result slip from her.
i keep thinking of what she will be saying to me.
i cant even imagine what ms lee's face would be like when she sees my maths' grades.

i am so sorry ms lee.
maths paper 1 was really very difficult.
i couldnt even do so many questions.
and honestly speaking, the first question, which was the a.p and g.p question, i was totally clueless about it. ahh.
so i wont be surprised if i were to get a C or a D for maths.
oh my goodness.

actually saying sorry to you might be meaningless now.
because as you have said during our maths lectures, "we are doing our alevels for ourselves and not for you, as you have taken yours already."
oh well, BYEBYE to my passport -- to the working world. ):

alevel results. i dont want.

2007-02-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

what i am about to blog is going to contradict the new layout that i have.
oh wells.

alevels.
results on friday.
i dont know.
why didnt i study harder? ok. thats a V E R Y stupid question.

i know there will be no As, Bs or Cs...
ok. i am such a pessimistic person.
SAGGITARIANS SUPPOSED TO BE OPTIMISTIC!
A H H H H!

2007-02-16T21:27:00.001+08:00

i cant log into my friendster and i cant see my new layout.
AHH. ):

2007-02-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

saw this small little boy crying today.
and his mum asked him why, then he said..."I WANT THAT ULTRAMAN!"

haha so cute (: AHHH

sians

2007-02-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

): working aint easy.
especially when you have nothing to do.
and they still give u another and another extra pair of hands.
mixed feelings.

SUPER UNDER VALUE ADDED. ):

2007-02-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

guiding guiding,
out in the open air.
hiking, camping, without a worry or care.

in sunshine or stormy weather...
we'll always stick together....

((:

songbook is OUT!

ahh

2007-02-05T19:29:00.000+08:00

scared.

(: yay happy me

2007-02-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

wa. i feel so fortunate to have such great friends arnd me all the time. (:
whee.

i love each and everyone of you.

i dont want to think abt u anymore. giving up alr. :X

sad emo life that i hate

2007-01-31T19:45:00.000+08:00

just saw something online.
something that i wouldnt really expect to see.
but saw it anyway. ):
and it was just a random surf of the net.

i am heartbrokened now. ):
i need the beach NOW

what a sad life man.
shit. i get jealous easily. ):

emo day at work

2007-01-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

dont cry over spilt milk.
yes dont.
oh wells.

work today wasnt very good at all.
it was like pple pushing things around and dumping them on me. ):

nvm.

had my alternate day run today.
east coast park. <3
wind <3

i found my new hangout.
and i dont know why but i love to just stand, stone, feel the wind and think sad.

):

dont cry over spilt milk.
i really hope i wont...in the following weeks to come. ):

PIG

2007-01-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

lets welcome the pig year by being a pig.
i am already one.
i sleep like non-stop.
omgoodness. :/

yay it is sunday again.
but oh no. ): it is coming to an end alr.
TOMORROW IS MONDAY.
OH NO MONDAY BLUES.

computer crashed

2007-01-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

my computer crashed for the second time this month. ):
haha. guess what. i tried switching it on and IT COULD TURN ON.
weird huh. :S

working aint easy all.
in fact, i am super duper stressed up.
everyone is giving me work to do.
and i try my best to complete everything before i go back home.
but sometimes i just cant seem to finish all of them.
bleh.

made a terrible mistake at work today.
i was supposed to deduct the edusave money.
but ended up terminating the edsave.
so crap pls.
i must be super distracted or stressed up.

my poor guitar has been left in my cupboard for a long long time.
haha i havent even give it a name yet.
booo.

i love stoning.
my favourite place now is -- the beach.
sometimes, i would go there after work for a run.
and just sit on the rocks and think deeply.
oh how emo.
oh wells.
(: thats life right?

rain rain rain

2007-01-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

it has been raining very heavily for the last few days.
oh monsoon. when will you be gone?
sigh...oh wells.

army boy army boy.
gone in just like that...

oh wells.

working ):

2007-01-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

working is pretty tiring.
actually, it is very tiring.

even though my job is just an admin job, i get so freaking tired by the end of the day.
now i really miss studying alot.
studying is so much easier.
and now i have learnt that money isnt easy to earn.
i have to work so FREAKING SHIT hard just to get $5 per hr.
my brain is going to burst. ):
having a very bad headache right now.
at work, i spend THE WHOLE DAY in front of the computer.
oh man. ):

anyways, if i am given a chance to study again, i will really study hard! :D
haah.

WORK AGAIN TMR.
that is why i cant WAIT for my WEEKENDS TO COME! HURRY~

2007-01-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

JUST FOR LAUGHS!

TAKEN WITH ALY'S HP CAMERA BACK IN CJC.

HAHAHHAA

2007-01-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

this baby is so cute!
she is mine~(:
ahhhhhh. LOVE HER!

2007-01-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

i really appreciate it when someone does it with all her heart. (:

thanks for everything.

your stars and hearts will be digested well. :D

2007-01-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

i love these friends (:
this picture was taken after the water ride.

HAHHA.

2007-01-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

ESACPE @ ESCAPE THEME PARK (:

2007-01-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

had 10 free tickets to escape theme park.
my bro and cousin brought their friends
so i brought mine and went with aly, alycia and jean.
havent met up with my jc friends for a long long time.
everyone looks prettier now (: thats great.
nice hair. haha.

the haunted hse at the escape theme park is really scary.
omg. please dont crawl towards us.
i am really scared.
): ahhhh.

haha. we took many different rides.
but i think each ride we only took abt once.
we took like the viking, flume ride, spray-water boat, family train ride, pepsi revolution...yeah. (:
hahah. quite fun la
.flume ride was scary.-the part when we are coming down. AHH.

alycia is just so scared of taking the viking boat. LOL ^_^
we shall do it again next time. haha.

it is so great meeting up with friends.
now i am so tired.
i dont reallly look forward to work tmr.
i finished the 5 stars already. HAHHA. YUM. (:

AND. as usual, SINGAPORE IS SO BIG.
even if we are in the same place, we dont even get to see each other.
but instead, i see your friends.
what does this say about fate man?
no fate, no fate.
oh wells.
really cant get you off my mind.
the end.

WHY!

BOO

2007-01-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

._. i was late for guides this morning.
yes thanks to my blogging.
but i didnt tell mrs teo why. lol.
i was late by 5 mins.

guides had cca orientation today.
hsin ching broke a spar. goodness.
she cld break a thick pole. haha.

was cooking chicken under the hot afternoon sun.
fun la (: but the chicken was super chao-da la.
and YES, my fire-lighting skills have improved.
wohoo. so happy.

argh.
oh and during guides, there was a bee that was chasing me.
i had to run.
i am SO SCARED OF BEES.
3 people got stung during last guides camp.
so...there is a high possibility of getting stung if i just stay there and not move.
there must be a hive somewhere in school.

i hate it when the stupid mosquitoes follow me around.
just 10 mins ago, i was so SMART enough to stand on my roller chair just to kill a mosquito. HAHHA.
thankgoodness i didnt fall off the chair :P

oh man ): queen i am so sorry for pang-seh-ing you tonight.
i really want to go and see.
and help you support!
but yah cant go la ):
s o r r y

ok a good news.
cheryl is going to live near me~!
just like 3 roads down.
ahaha. so near.
we are extended neighbours now. lol.
finally.
somebody living near me.

oh i really miss.................................................................................

i miss school badly

2007-01-06T06:41:00.000+08:00

i know i am going to be late for my guides meeting at 7am but i still want to blog about how I MISS SCHOOL BADLY.

OMG.

on the first day of work, i was feeling weird.
because everyone else was going to school, but i am going to work.
i really miss waking up EARLY EARLY in the morning just to catch my 966 bus and reach school at the perfect time. hahaha. (:
*WINK WINK*

i miss those long bus rides.
i miss the insects on the bus.
i miss the emo music that i will hear on the bus.

ok away from the bus rides.

i miss walking to school.
i miss sitting in class and watching sherlyn and quan you flirt with each other.
i miss morning runs. i know i am mad.
i miss the MORNING ASSEMBLYS.

hahaha (:

i miss the lessons.
the lectures the most.
because all i do, is stone with people like aly.
and then we day dream.
then we laugh at weird stuff.
like 'kick your legs like the boy up there'. HAHAHHAHA

i also miss the lame jokes from mr alex kwee.
i miss ms ho's econs lectures. when i dont even listen.
i just copy and copy all the rubbish and now, they are in the bin.
i didnt even read before the a levels.

i miss maths lecture, when we always get scolded for talking.
and half the lesson was scoldings.

i miss geog lessons.
because i also dont know whats going on.
haha..just ms ng talking and talking abt rocks and more rocks.
or talking abt case studies and MORE case studies.
let me tell you something,
i have forgotten all of it.

but what i miss most is the company of my friends (:
haha. those days when we poured the whole water bottle over each others' heads.
(:

i miss my interact club too.
the exco the most (:
<3 <3 <3

i miss the canteen.
AUNTY AUNY AUNTY i miss your noodle KING.
): i miss eating you mian.
"AUNTY, you mian gan, bu yao la, bu yao chao sau"
actually, i can also remember some of my friends' orders.
hahha. they just simply love to eat vinegar.
i dont understand why?
and they love to eat pig liver from noodle king too.
HAHAHHA..

i miss the drink stall.
when i buy ribena almost every other day.
and also all the other junks that i buy from there.
like hello panda. HAHAHA. (:
Thanks hello panda.

i miss the fruit stall the most.
cos aly and i would always buy guava (:
YUM.
and take all the aunty's powder.
till she is left with only a little little bit.

i miss western.
cos the aunty is nice.
and she always calls me young lady.
but she does that to everyone too.
haha.
western aunty and uncle are so sweet.
they always lend us the fork and spoon when we need for those birthday cakes. hahah

i miss vegetarian.
cos whenever the canteen is very crowded, i would head for there.

haha, basically i dont really eat from many stalls.
just like noodle king, western, noodle king, western.

HAHAH, but u know what, i miss my FRIENDS MOST.
omg. ):

just 2 years and it is over already.
haha.
oh i miss. oh i miss. oh i miss.

I MISS CJC. ):

2007-01-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2007-01-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year (:
Went for countdown yesterday with the girls.
it was great especially the last 10 seconds to 2007.
haha. everyone was super high.
pictures. pictures. pictures. :D

Happy Sha-la-la-la.
*thought of a new year resolution already.
haha. but dont feel like starting it today.

my life crashed; when my computer crashed

2006-12-31T11:11:00.002+08:00

i had been rather busy for the past few days.
busy with YA activities because we were preparing for the carnival and ladies night.

on boxing day, i went back to my sch's office for a job training.
it was alright.
nth more, nth less.
nth can be better than wearing my lucky watch on my first day of work.

had the YA carnival and ladies night yesterday at guide house.
it was fun hanging around with the YAs because they are a bunch of crazy people.
HAHA. got to know some new friends :D
to those who came to the carnival, THANK YOU SO MUCH (:
without your support, the carnival would not have been a success. :D

a few days ago, i bought a guitar :D
yes, my new baby.
havent given it a name yet.
have been practising it...
hopefully i can s t a r t playing a song soon (:

and YES. the major thing that happened to me, the day before yesterday.
my computer's harddrive crashed.
thank you very much.
and all the pictures, documents, songs, PICTURES, DOCUMENTS, SONGS.
YES ALL OF THEM.
totally wiped off my computer already.

All my treasured memories for the past one and a half year has been wiped off completely.
no traces of them left in my computer.
thank goodness i gave mrs teo the guide pictures already.
otherwise i would be killed.
Ha.

all that i am left with, are those pictures left on my friendster.
Oh wells.

what a great lesson to learn on the last few days of 2006.
i am not going to repeat my mistake again in 2007.

2006 has been a turning point for me.
A levels. i know i screwed it up. thank you very much.
i have learnt many many many lessons this whole year.
those that cannot be learnt from the books.

I have got more to write.
but the rest will go into my personal diary. hahaha.

ok. off to plan my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.
bye bye sad days.

my life crashed; when my computer crashed

2006-12-31T11:11:00.001+08:00

my life crashed; when my computer crashed

2006-12-31T11:11:00.000+08:00

merry christmas

2006-12-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

merry christmas (:

zipangu?

2006-12-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

today is the secondary 1 students' first day of school.
so the guides went back to help out at the bookshop.

...it was all alright when ONE queue TURNED into THREE queues.
MANY parents were very angry. ):
i was put in such a difficult situation.

my friend's mum was in the queue.
haha. and i wanted to give her priority.
but i had to be fair. ):
HAHAH, i think i let her go first in the end.
so im UNFAIR. BOO HOO.

all the parents there were very angry when the queue was messed up.
THEY all STOOD up and charged to the front.
AHH so scary la.
hahaha. but it was alright after calming the parents down.

anyways...went to parkway with fern, heda and erin after that.
had lunch together.
then went shopping with mei qing, mei ying and fern.
fern and i stayed at parkway till 6pm.
wa...our legs are aching like mad.
hahaha. we didnt sit down at all.
her christmas shopping was quite productive.
CEPT for the CANDY CANES.
HAHAHHA. poor fern.

received a HUGE letter today.
i must say i am very touched.
now i understand.
THANK YOU!

doro also sent me a card. wheee. thank u (:

alright...going off now. wheeeeeeeeeeee.

(: YAY I LOVE KC FRIENDS LOADS

2006-12-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

went out with queen and nessa today. (:
whee so fun.

met up with nessa at the orchard mrt.
we were on the same train. but didnt see each other.
haha. yes the train is long.

so sweet of them to order a cake *MUACKS*
and sing a song.
haha. (:
hope my wish comes true.

HAHAH.
_________ is an ugly donkey.
HAHAHAH. ________ said so.
LOL.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

so funny.

watched nessa work.
so hardworking (:
THUMBS UP!

queen and i went to starbucks to talk.
then walked to taka's coffee bean to talk again.

HAHAH. it was a talking day.
and dress searching day.

WHEEE FUN! (:
i love my day out!
cant wait for the next one! :D

tomorrow is back to guide activites again.

gosh

2006-12-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

just went to a particular blogging site.

i wanted to leave a msg behind.
and guess what it said?
"Please confirm you are a human below."

thanks man.
i am not human.
i am a ROBOT.

happy birthday to me and shuyi (:

2006-12-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

I like it when jean said this, "The sun is shining, the grass is green..."

Thank you everyone for all the bday wishes. They will be saved in my hp (:
haha, nessa! so sweet of you to dedicate a blog entry to me. awww. please dont make me cry on my bday. lol. i will nv forget the drowning experience that i had with you. i will remember it forever. thankgoodness singhui and someone else came to rescue us. haha. (: otherwise i wont be able to live to see your entry!

whee. im so touched that people actually rmb my bday. haha. u have a great memory and i love you guys! (:

im 18 now. haha. many people msged me to tell me that i am legal now. lol. thank u thank u. i am sad that i couldnt share my joy with all my special friends.

but hey, to this very very special friend, please get well soon ok?
you being healthy is more important than anything else.

i got a job alr. went for interview today. ahh so freaky.

thats all abt it. i am a happy girl.
thank u to dawn, jean and alycia for the wonderful lunch today (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYI!

2006-12-20T19:18:00.001+08:00

it is our day (:

2006-12-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

thank you guys for spending my bday with me (:

i breathe eat and sleep guides

2006-12-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

guides guides guides.
thanks man.
i breathe, eat, sleep, talk, see, -everything- guides.

havent got a break since camp.
only got some rest when i had fever last week.

i am so busy.
my schedule is so tight.
might even be working hard with guides stuff on my birthday.

oh wells.

big apologies to friends and family.
havent got enough time for you guys.
i want to catch up with you all.
but i am so busy that i have no free time for now. ):

it is like guides starts at 7am.
and ends at like 1am at mrs teo's hse.

allelu-a.

emo mrtrides

2006-12-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

i like listening to slow songs.
but slow songs make me emo on very long mrt rides.

lot 1, again today.
yesterday was alright, made new friends. (:
cheryl join me today le.
im alone!!! ):

publicity
please come buy girl guide cookies!
they are our own receipe!

they come in different flavours!
mint, choc, macademia!

would you like to try some?
come to our booth!
it is at some small corner near the entrance of lot 1!

busy busy (:

2006-12-02T11:14:00.000+08:00

i hope i get to enjoy my MRT ride today. (:
just listen to my music.
and stone.
travelling by the east-west line. whee. (:

time really flies.
it is dec alr!!!!!!

lose and gain?

2006-12-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

i have mixed feelings today.
shall write it down in my diary instead. ):
i dont want to gain one and lose one.
life is unfair.
and i have learnt something today.
"it is better to take sides."

went with cheryl on an mrt round Singapore today.
haha. it was quite fun looking out of the train.
i feel like some tourist.. -_-"
all we need is just those 'tourist hats'.

haha. when we got to the west, i got kinda excited. *winks*
hm.
i wont get to see _______ alr...but getting excited once in a while should be fine right? wheee.
thanks for saying 'yes'. :D
even though it is just a picture...i really cherish it dearly (:

sale of guide cookies

2006-12-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

wheee. for tmr and sun, i will be going down to sell girl guide cookies at lot 1.
from arnd 3pm to at night! (:

do come and buy some ok!!!
and u can SAMPLE them too!
all money will go to the guide fund because we are a self-funded organisation! (:

thank you and please support!

lost interest

2006-11-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

i have lost interest in everything.
no mood for anything.

just taking one day at a time.
hopefully, the feeling that i have right now will be over soon.

busy busy

2006-11-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

i have been so busy that i feel that i have lost touch with my family and friends.
guides camp ended a few days ago.
and right after guides camp, i was busy with post advanced party and cip in woodlands.
and for the next few weeks, i will be doing cip there as well.

i am so busy.
i just need some sleep.
but thanks to those long bus rides to woodlands interchange, i get to have my sleep. (:

friend friend, how are you?
i hope that we wont drift apart so fast.
can we just hold on tight?
i promise to give you my time right after all my commitments.
and i will commit my time for you. and only you.
please bear a little longer...

so tired

2006-11-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

just got back from guides camp a few days ago.
i am totally drained.
no more energy left.
not for u and not for me. ):

super tired.
tomorrow i need to go and do cip at woodlands again.
hm...

so tired.
i need sleep.

haix

2006-11-23T08:51:00.000+08:00

im heart-broken.

):

hopefully i will forget everything after the camp ):

argh

2006-11-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

im disappointed because i didnt get a reply.
nevermind and thank you very much ):

bye bye everyone.
going for my camp tmr.

mei you lian

2006-11-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

did something totally 'mei you lian'.
dont dare to come online anymore. HAHHA.
and the thing is...i didnt get a --reply--.
just want to hide in some hole and nv come out again.

maybe i should use the changkul that we have in guides..
and during guides camp,
dig a hole and
put myself in,
instead of the buried chicken.

AHHH.
MEI YOU LIAN DE WO. AHHHHHHHHHHH.
anyway, going to camp the day after tomorrow.
the camp's advanced party supposed to start tomorrow.
but i cant go.
cos i need to attend my aunt's graduation ceremony.
so only going for camp late. ):

will be back by sunday...

and for the time being, im just upset abt 'mei you lian' the thing. ha. ):

ok..on the happy side,
i bought my dress alr.
like finally.
went out with doro and jean today.
took a very long time to buy.
cos many shops dont cater to fat people.
so its quite hard to find.
argh...so unfair la.

ya la ya la.

ok off to pack my bag for camp (:

FLOOD!

2006-11-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

my house is in a mess.
the pipes are like bursting.
so irritating.

): and my room is wet too.
cos the toilet is next door.
and YES the water is entering my room.
ARGH.

ok. please get well soon pipes. ):

and camping in abt 2 days time.
wheee.
will miss family, friends and luxury goods. haha.

2006-11-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

yi feng cheng. LOL!

2006-11-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

this hola hoop guy will have a very sexy waist man. hahaha

2006-11-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

look at those pigs! so poorthing ):

stupid testi

2006-09-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

it is like 1.25am.
im still online.
and what was i doing?

the stupid testimonial!
why do we have to do it a second time! yuck la.
freak.

oh catherine, im so sorry for turning up at energy's autograph session today! ):
i miss shuwei. ahh.
so here's a video. below! ((:

STAND BY ME!

ENERGY! (:

2006-09-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

a levels. my biggest fear.

2006-09-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

it is just 40 days or less to the a levels.
my biggest fear for now...
today is the last day of my four days break ):
ok, at least i had four days.

for the past four days,
many things happened.
from finding out new things to...
enjoying myself....ahaha

2006-09-23T12:07:00.000+08:00

my soft toys will be there...

2006-09-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

why did it have to end like that? ):

2006-09-23T12:05:00.001+08:00

The new packaging for the girl guide cookies (:

2006-09-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Dorothy! (:

YELLOW

2006-09-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

Feeling very random now.
So just a random yellow song. For me and you.
And aly, no worries. Just treat it that im fine ok?
no worries. no worries.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true,
look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

happy birthday

2006-09-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dorothy! (:
u are 18 now!
it was fun yesterday right?

prelims are over.

2006-09-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

i finally have the spare time to write an entry.
have been so busy with prelims for the last two weeks.
it drove me crazy.

i had diarrhoea before most of my papers.
the feeling was horrible.
this is shit.
yes.

thankgoodness the exams are over.
but i did enjoy it somehow. //

oh wells, went to town today.
have not been there for a long long time.
i walked around many places today.
my legs DO NEED A REST.
not my head.
oh gosh, it is still ACHING.

it is my first time feeling so _ _ _ after what aly said at the swatch shop.
i just wanted to run and just hide. hahaa.
i had fun today.

just talking random stuff,
watching pple massaging their legs,
eating fries with a variety of sauces (i have yet to get diarrhoea),
buying stuff and
WALKING.

im so tired.
just dont have the mood to blog.
bleh. -_-"

2006-08-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

This picture really brings back great memories. ______________________________________. (: